LossofHope

I'm Dieing Inside I'm dieing inside and nobody cares Noone even turns their head I feel so alone as i sit in my room Thinking of how much i've tried I guess I wasn't ment to been I have no perpous left. No sweet goodbyes or final breath just emptyness and crying I know you'll never understand just why I am this way just always no I love you and will untill my dieing day I'm dieing inside and nobody cares You don't even turn your head I feel so alone when truth be told You never really loved me at all

One bullet, One gun Losing all that she had to the would, she's letting go for good. This life she's been given hasn't been living like it should. Shut out from her own mind, the old, the one everybody knew has been left behind. Tired of living, now you want her to live. Tired of being what you want her to be. She tries so hard to show you. You just never wanted to see. So then she rebels, to let  go of the pain. let go of the hurt that is driving her insane. looking in the mirror, realizing who she is. who she was, who she will soon become. She sees failure. The mistake she made cannot be undone. She has her life, one bullet,

I open my eyes They burn with tears I scream But no one hears My cries Troubled with my fears I shiver from the pain While swallowing my breath Feeling the drugs course through my veins Losing every thought thats left Accidentally I bite my lip Consuming the sour taste of blood The light begins to slip My mind falls deep within this flood I try to speak, but no words come out My heart begins to doubt My eyes open, only to see the white walls Shivering from the cold air Echoing within my ears, I hear the people's calls My body, it feels naked, bare I can't catch myself from falling My body has lost all feeling, I'm numb M